If you are in control of your destiny, you have no one else to blame for any of the outcomes come what may.

You have 2 choices

1. Be in control of your own destiny
2. Surrender yourself completely to Shiva

If you are in control of your destiny, you have no one else to blame for any of the outcomes come what may. WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT IS YOU DO YOUR OWN GOOD DEED. Take control of the situation, EVERY SITUATION. Do your best within the capacity you have. The rest will take care of itself

If you surrender yourself completely, then you cannot peg any expectation on how things are supposed to be. You have to accept things as they are and be the channel to the greater plan of Shiva through you.

You have to accept the mystery of karma. You have no control over the past deeds you have done, and the consequences you will have to face. BUT, you have control of your present. Keep doing good, KEEP DOING GOOD. Let time clear things out.